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Dún Aonghasa (a poem from the old fort)

Can I recount my genealogy? Does it matter? Can I trust the samples, the documents, the pigments? The culture I was born to, is it a culture? Are we people? Is the severance from the past understandable? Does it matter? What matters? What ties me to my ancestors? My old people are buried widely. Do they go back to Africa? Am I not a black man whose pigment has faded living so north and now so south? Who are my old people? I hear myself say many names. Norse and Norman raiders. Welsh Celts. Gaelic Scots and Irish. Luddites from Yorkshire. I’m far from home, far from the Mother Country I know home to be. A land raided by savage folk akin to me. Are my ancestors so wretched I cannot hear the songs of the goddess here? Am I? Does black mould infect the psyche of my people? Does cheese and herb? Tesco’s? Are my cultural ancestors my forthcomings? I come from pot and axe people, assemblers of stone, cord makers and carvers. Why did the paternal saint of Ireland sever the heads of animists, banish serpents, when Christ before Rome an animist himself? I’m travelling too fast for pilgrimage. Time cuts. Buses and trains in this old Mother Country are fleecing my little family. Fear in the eyes of cars passing, our erect thumbs, smiling roadside. Is it my beard and missing teeth that scare? Is it my old woollen hat? Why are we such freaks courting empty seats? Is it not just economy but connection we seek? Is fear nothing other than a buttress built from mistrust? From severance? Inside these four-wheeled cities a false provenance sits. What heritage of walling away life possesses me? Would I pick myself up?

 

The fort on Inis Mor in the Aran Islands where Patrick spoke out the first iteration of this poem is named after Aonghus mac Óg (or Aengus), a god of love, youth, and poetic inspiration from the Tuatha Dé Danann – the mythological race of supernatural beings in early Gaelic tradition. It is claimed to be the oldest stone fort in Western Europe.

 

Alba the brave (our week of screenings, meetups and foragings in Scotland)

We crossed unceremoniously into the rolling borders of Alba – the Scots Gaelic word for Scotland.

We headed to Ian Hamilton Finlay’s Little Sparta in the Pentland Hills,

to test out the right to roam principle in Scotland. We drove up the laneway and got as far as here (Little Sparta is just beyond the trees). We got out of our little hire car, stretched our legs and inhaled the good air, when

along came the farmer on a quad bike. “May I ask what you’re doing here?” he said in a stern though fair-minded Borders accent. “Can we not camp here?” Patrick replied, to which the farmer gave us a thorough explanation about the limited access to Little Sparta, which was currently closed and probably beyond our budget anyway. It was getting on, we needed somewhere else to test the right to roam. Nice fat cows, green pastures. Scotland was not in drought like the south of England only a pebble’s throw from here.

From Little Sparta we found ourselves winding and wefting through delicious country and popped out at West Linton, and pitched our tent on the village green (a corner of which begins here),

just across the way from this little cemetery.

We were taken by this little town and reflected on the town clock centrepiece. When town clocks began to appear across Europe and lives began to become ever increasingly organised by clock time, what was lost? This too-fast-for-pilgrimage adventure has had its side effects. Ordinarily when we travel by bicycle or on foot, time spreads out horizontally and it feels like a week is lived in a day.

Under the orders of a rental car and a full itinerary we are living in an industrial haze (an off-gassing city on four wheels) with little moments of getting out of the machine for connection and kinship.

From West Linton in the south we bolted to Findhorn in the north. When this itinerary of screenings was being crafted we looked on the map and saw that these distances (at least from an Australian perspective) where not that far. However, unlike back at home, when a journey is stated as being four hours long one needs to double that here in the UK.

When we get out of the machine our relating bodies default into a state of walked-for food creatureliness, craving the nourishments of Mother Country.

We arrived at Cullerne House at Findhorn, and pitched our tent among the happy cohort of permaculture students camping there.

We met a bunch of inspired folk and prepared for the screening and Q&A in this space.

Imagine 70-80 people squashed into these rooms to watch The New Peasants. The audience laughed and sighed, cried and cheered and afterwards asked a string of goodly questions late into the night. There was a wonderful buzz followed by a few days to have lengthier conversations and make deeper connections. Meet Kelly! Homeschooling mum of four, radical homemaker, powerhouse of positivity, AaF blog reader and super supporter. Kelly was the reason we came to Findhorn,

and she brought us many gifts, including her family’s heather honey. Yum!

We two adults have been fairly under slept on this journey so far. Another big gift was Kelly taking Woody out for a day of fishing. He caught a bunch of undersized pollock (lythe), that he put back.

After we adults woke from our nap, we explored Findhorn Ecovillage, stopping in at the Universal Hall,

and later visiting Sylvia and Cornelia, who had invited us for lunch (complete with delicious gifted apple tart).

Patrick spent an evening in a well worn Findhorn pub with Jonathan Dawson, who co-created Schumacher College’s Regenerative Economics programme. Both sipping a nourishing pint of Guinness over several hours, sharing their thoughts, work and experiences. It was a special night while Meg and Woody connected with homeschooling families living at the ecovillage.

The next day we departed this most northern part of our travels and returned to the fast road. Oh badger! We only ever see you in this state.

We returned south through lands misted in heather.

Being on a quieter road south we had a little more agency to pull over, the gift of which we take for granted back home.

While in Alba we have been learning more about the enclosures and The Clearances that have resulted in a handful of people having the majority of the rights to the land and income. We learned that while fiercely contested over the centuries by raiders,

access to land for growing food, and for hunting and fishing is mostly out of reach for the average punter. Unlike in Australia and the US, where hunting and fishing for subsistence is accessible to a broad spread of folk, in Alba – where land and inland waterways are largely controlled by a small handful of land owners – hunting and fishing is mostly a class concern.

We are understanding that the right to roam ethic is merely the elite classes throwing the mob a manky bone – ‘We’ll control the land, take all its riches, and have majority access to its wealth, and occasionally you mob can walk across a field, pitch a tent, and have a little fish (in designated areas). However, if you take a salmon or a deer from our lands to feed your family we will call this poaching. Hunting and fishing is what gentlemen do.’

In a charity shop we found a timely copy of Danny the Champion of the World. Not only a wonderful story for Woody to read but a manifesto for all who have self-respect, and want to safeguard common-folk life for the future.

On the way back south we stopped at a little village called Boat of Garten, where a local, Kevin, called us in. Kevin has been a long-time blog reader and when he heard we were coming Alba way he offered to host a community screening and meetup in his home village. We stayed with his gorgeous family,

and Kevin took us on a little journey before the gig, which included foraging wild raspberries,

and guiding us to a happy pop-up woodland pub called the Gather Inn.

This sweet woodland was full of people thinking and acting for the relocalisation of food and culture, and it was mightily intergenerational with zip lines, cubbies and magical hangs.

A pretty nice old homestead resided next door to the pop-up pub,

and when Patrick looked down after he took the above photograph he discovered a helpless little critter in the grass.

Sadly, this little newborn rabbit was likely not going to grow up and live a goodly rabbity life among the hedgerows nor bound about the fields where these grand old cattle folk graze. Highland cattle can withstand the brutal Scottish winters outside.

We have to keep reminding ourselves that these are indigenous species – rabbit, blackberry, cattle and thistle – and unlike at home, there is no government regime for spraying the plants or deliberately spreading virus among rabbit populations.

So much of the biota of what constitutes our peoples’ medicine is freely living here. “Hello yarrow, my old friend.”

We gathered at the community centre in Boat of Garten and Kevin warmly introduced us and the film. It was a bonnie night of connecting and many conversations followed,

including back at Kevin’s where he poured a few drams of his favourite local whisky before bed.

The next day Kevin took us for a walk in the woodland behind his home. We excitedly gathered up chanterelles,

and wild blueberries among the tick realm of the heather.

We glimpsed a Common lizard in the undergrowth,

and two boys in the tree tops.

We gathered Penny Buns,

and orange birch boletes.

During the morning’s exploration in the woodland with Kevin and his two children, Dusty and Sorley

a morning which included spotting two roe deer and conversations about hunting, poaching and augmenting community organised food security, we gathered up a capful of mushrooms to take on our way.

We returned to the big road, passing both little and large curios of interest, too fast,

and then, for about an hour, at a snail’s pace.

Eventually, we crossed the hypertechnocivil suspension bridge back towards Edinburgh,

and arrived at Chris’s permaculture oasis in Penicuik in time for dinner. Chris had a number of volunteers staying with him, including Eleanor from France,

and he’d set up some tents for us to sleep in among the garden and various building projects.

Chris was getting his food, shelter and energy needs in order, and his volunteers were helping and learning, obtaining practical skills, which they were actively seeking.

The town centre of Penicuik was just up the way,

and a brisk walk before breakfast offered lovely heights. It is considerably colder here.

On our second night at Chris’s, Patrick cut and cooked our little haul of woodland mushrooms,

as our contribution to a potluck. Meg gave an honouring of the food,

and Woody learned new games. There was much discussion about The New Peasants,

which we’d showed earlier in the day at the University of Edinburgh, in a room above and to the left of this grand archway at the Old Medical School.

While walking around the city, Woody spotted a ball kicking scene and we asked to join in.

After a kick we glimpsed a hillocky rock through the city streets,

and knew we needed to get there. So we adults walked and Woody flew

to Arthur’s Seat,

where we startled a mother pheasant and her chick (out of frame),

before descending into an eight foot high patch of nettle.

In many places in urban Alba we’re reminded of Ivor Cutler’s, Life In A Scotch Sitting Room, Vol. 2, Ep. 11,

and in other places high-walled fortification speaks of pre-industrial militarisation, which Ian Hamilton Findlay was dancing with at Little Sparta.

Today power and colonialism are more covert, camouflaged in neoliberal window dressing. It appears as though we are evolved and peaceful, yet we modern subjects of capital are part of the most destructive empire to have ever existed.

This is the Edinburgh ‘Futures’ Institute where Patrick had academic work to do, invited by the University of Edinburgh.

While his dad was co-examining a doctoral thesis, Woody was contributing creatively at the Fringe Festival.

After Edinburgh we journeyed south to Macbiehill to stay with (another) Chris and Erinn,

in their lovely home.

Chris showed Woody how to make a bowl on his lathe,

and Erinn took us into their garden’s young food forest.

We shared a few gentle days with these goodly folk, yarning and gathering stories, and drinking a delicious elder flower sparkling wine made from this purple variety,

and devouring a magnificent haggis. You could tell Woody was not enjoying himself in Alba.

Growing up as a forager since birth, Woody never fails to be delighted by land that offers hidden treasures,

and while the wild raspberry party roamed, and Chris tended the haggis, Patrick walked along the road and brought back a bunch of lush dandelion leaves and three mature horse mushrooms to add to a horta dish.

Before we left, Chris and Erinn took us around to their friend James’ place for a meetup. James is a permaculture teacher and is currently building his family’s home with larch poles.

James and his family might be the only ones in Alba to have mature grapes on the vine.

James gave us a tour of his woodland, and the structures he and his volunteers have built.

One volunteer, Sam from New Zealand (blue t-shirt below, with Woody and Arlo) had recently returned from an IDF prison after being kidnapped from the flotilla. He and Woody had a great time talking about the merits of being unschooled.

Our time in Alba was winding up and we farewelled our new friends, dropped off the hire car in Glasgow and headed to the central train station.

We trained and stopped, ate blackberries,

and bussed to the west coast,

where at Stranraer we came to camp. We bought some bread and cheese and walked the town, encountering a medieval tower-house converted to a Victorian prison,

and an Episcopalian house of worship,

before pitching our tent for the night.

It was a rough Friday night in the park. Alcohol and hotted up street cars raged the streets til late, and when we woke at 5.50am the next day to catch the Cairnryan ferry to Éire, we had no idea of the big day that would unfold. More on that to come.

For those in Éire, we are screening The New Peasants at An Teach Saor in County Galway on August 25. If you are local and would like to come along, please get in touch for more information. If you are further afield, An Teach Saor (Irish for ‘The Free House’) is a land-based permaculture community and gift-economy smallholding in County Galway.

A hot, dry week of rich, fast and giddy travel (from Dorset to Cumbria)

We wanted to hitchhike out of London, though the sheer volume of people and roads without shoulders turned us off. We then turned to British Rail, gasped at the costs and struggled to see how we’d get around that way. We settled on a cheap hire car, which scuttled us out of the metropolis, south to Dorset.

We landed in a community orchard in Bridport,

where we were told the fallen fruit is fair game.

We came to visit Lee in Pymore,

and his goodly lady, Toni, and while Toni nourished us with food, Lee spoke of his time at Findhorn in his youth.

After a comfortable sleep we went with Lee and Toni to West Bay,

and walked along a bridle path,

to a village where Woody was to fish.

Here he caught his first fish for the journey – a juvenile Pollack.

We farewelled fair Lee and Toni,

and gathered some supplies for the way,

and we travelled with Primrose Hill leaves to lay beside a grandparent oak in Devon,

where our next camp would be.

We came to this small community in Bow, and joined their weekend working bee. Our friends Steve and Ti live here,

and they took us down to Dartmoor, leaving the hedgerows for Scorhill.

We were taken to a ceremonial place made by people attuned with life.

and we sat and contemplated this magical site before posing for this.

We swam, bridged and travelled on to behold buildings made with local care,

Steve cooked the nearby grub, including wild poached deer, followed by plum crumble.

Nourished, loved and sent on our way with gifts, we crossed into ancestral Cymru,

and in Caldicot encountered crumbling Roman hubris, upon the joyful weeds.

At Tintern, in Wye Valley, we came to a village green where a game of cricket had just finished, Woody, undeterred, took his ball from his pack and bowled down some pacy deliveries.

Tintern Abbey’s ruination was of course Henry VIII’s making.

We spent time on the green speaking with cricketers, publicans, and other locals with dogs,

and walked the town and took the fruits,

before, with the dew, bedding down.

The next day we drove to Cambridge, where tourists and twitchers were out,

and we caught up on some lost sleep,

and played among the leaves.

In Ely, in Cambridgeshire, we beheld ever more blackberry and elder,

and more ancestral-artisanal skills, including a six hundred year old home.

We attended a screening of The New Peasants in this town, and afterwards shared food and formed a listening circle.

Esther, who hosted the screening, kindly made us dinner and food to take with us, and we left Ely in the dark and shuttled north ‘til we found a place to sleep – a community hall in The Fens named Welney.

We’re so grateful for the land and people for continuously providing.

We dried the tent and travelled to East Yorkshire where in Sutton-on-Hull we visited familial graves – Frost, Carrick and Rodmell.

Here we left salt and ate the fruit of this burial garden – the plumpest and sweetest we’d so far gathered.

From graveside to centre pitch in Sutton,

we suspected ancestors here too. The women’s team were training and they invited us in,

gathered on the stand with us,

and brought from the club rooms several folders, where a Rodmell from 1918 was found.

Everyone gave out a cheer, and we hugged and journeyed on.

To Leeds we drove and we saw how they pack them in! No wonder there are so many folk on this tiny island.

In Leeds we went to Headingley to see if we could enter,

but every gate was locked up tight and only street traces mattered.

We’d entered the Luddite Triangle, and as they’d sadly failed, we were moving at an ungrounding speed, while witnessing more industrial sardines in Halifax.

The paradox of industrialisation – the givings and its takings – has lead to many conversations, including in Hebden Bridge in West Yorkshire, where a friend in Sean called us.

This little town of misfits, rebels and boundary riders knows well the beauty of non-conformity in the place where industrialisation began.

With Sean and his ladyfriend Kelly, we walked high above the town to witness the eclipse,

and a short walk on to old Heptonstall village,

where we visited Sylvia.

That night we stayed at Stubb Pond where Ted Hughes swam as a boy. A place of magic and renewal

where gatherings are held and where Sean has built lyrical, thrifty accommodations, where we lodged ourselves for a night.

From Hebden we travelled by the moors,

and left a granite offering from Dartmoor, wrapped in Cambridge willow,

and journeyed on to Cumbria,

where we swam in Grandmother Windermere, where ‘One impulse from vernal wood,’ was first spawned.

From the south to the north of Albion, and into old Elmet lands, we have travelled well too quickly and feel giddy from the richness.

We have three screenings of The New Peasants this week, in Findhorn tonight, then Boat of Garten, and then in Edinburgh.

Signing off with full hearts, and blackberry juice on our faces,

AaF x

A site of Druid procession (First steps in our ancestral pilgrimage, and more screening news)

 

It took some bright labours to bump out of Tree Elbow, pack down the house, step away from our community responsibilities, and organise for the care of our animals with fine friends and neighbours. Some labour was the preserving of nourishing food for when we return home, knowing that we won’t always eat as we do at home over the duration of our pilgrimage to old Albion, Alba and Ériu.

 

 

Before dawn we checked off the last on our lists and walked with our packs to the town’s only bus stop, a fresh kilometre away. It was minus two degrees celsius.

 

 

We went into a weird and fatiguing twenty four hours of high energy industrial travel before we were sung into London town by our Devon friend, Steve. The Irish blessing he voice recorded went like this:

May the sun warm gently on your face,
the wind blow from behind.
The ground is soft in her embrace,
and all you meet be kind.

We were welcomed in by a friend‘s mother, Carole and her husband Ted,

 

who live not far from Primrose Hill. And when we’d rested, been fed and joyfully connected, Carole spoke ‘go climb it’, so we did and encountered Blake‘s ‘spiritual sun’.

 

We brought an offering to Albion,

 

 

and spread some salt from our Mother Country here. We let the ancestors know why we’ve come,

 

 

each of us oaken under our skin.

 

 

We wandered summer streets and found little gardens of intrigue,

 

 

where voices sing and bodies dance,

 

 

as it’s meant to be.

Next day we went back to Primrose Hill, a site of Druid procession, walked by ancestral Tilia entwined with Ulmus in the street,

 

to the home of Woody’s beloved cricket.

 

 

Here a love of a game – ancestral Yorkshire v Middlesex – commingled with unhappy accoutrements of Empire, including Father Time.

 

 

Woody gave a match report, which doubled as his encounter with this sacred site.

Still lagged by jet and tired and dreamy, we spent the third day in Brixton town, and gathered at The Remakery. Alice there timely asks, ‘what if we just make everything?’

 

 

At The Remakery Joel and Alice and family hosted an intimate screening of The New Peasants, where we met this wild and threading lot.

 

 

We sat and yarned with friends Joel and Matt,

 

 

the latter of whom wrote this inspired book.

 

 

And we met Alan there, from The Nettle Dress, who spun more nettle as we yarned,

 

 

and left that happy place late, and crossed ancestral fox.

 

 

On the way to Blake at the Tate, we stopped by a garden of love, and chanced across a fellow admirer of the bard, Fergy, and we yarned and spoke and laughed.

 

 

Fergy accompanied us to Tate Britain, though Blake was scarcely there,

 

 

So we parted and journeyed to Bunhill Fields, where the old sage is buried,

 

 

We sang and sat and spoke to William, praised and offered him salt,

 

 

may our brines together mix, and may our songs be always bright.

 

We have forthcoming screening events in Ely, Cambridgeshire on August 10, Findhorn, Scotland on August 14, Boat of Garten on August 16, then University of Edinburgh on August 18. If you’re in Ireland, we’d love to hold a screening or two there, so please get in touch if you’re keen to host one.